Hiya
"I think I fall in love a little bit with anyone who shows me their soul. This world is so guarded and fearful. I appreciate rawness so much."
— Emery Allen (via fearlessknightsandfairytales)
tired-and-uninspireddddd:

It makes me sick and really tired.
"i fall apart every once in a while.

it takes a few days, sometimes weeks,
to pick up the pieces from the blast.
shards and fragments of myself strewn
over everything i love and hate -

lost and found.

forgive me, darling; please be patient -

i am too often blind in the darkness
that looms over me after i drop it all."

"the aftermath" by typical treatment. (8 july 2014)
"If you gotta force it, just leave it alone. Relationships, friendships, ponytails.. Just leave it."
— Reyna Biddy (via dingyfeathers)
"Your first love is the hardest. You’re never going to forget that boy who took away the only thing that made you somewhat pure. But you don’t regret it because there is no one else in the universe that you’d rather share that memory with. You miss the late nights and the early morning fatigue. You miss the feel of his hands on your bony spine and the feel of his mouth as he would breathe I love you into the crease of your neck. You miss his voice at 4am through to 4pm and the way he would sing songs in that laughable voice to cheer you up. You miss the company and you know that there’s no way, no way that you’ll find someone who knows your story like he did. You’ll miss the fights and the petty disagreements. You’ll miss him as a whole and nothing will ever change that."
— (via c-ibophobia)
"Sometimes you tell someone to never call you again, and then the phone rings and you hope it’s them. It’s the most twisted logic of all time."

John Mayer (via suiicune)

xo

(via meaghanellenxo)

"I didn’t know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I’d cry for a week."
Sylvia PlathThe Bell Jar (via feellng)

Keep trying to pinch myself,
Wake up from this bad dream,
Of you being with someone else,
Cause you were always with me.
I only push you away, hoping that you come back someday, soon.
But you’re careless as my tears are falling down on your chest..

So when you’re holding her,
And it doesn’t feel the same,
When your life starts to hurt,
You’re the one to blame.
When you’re chasing love,
But it’s all run away.
Just remember you let go,
Not me.

Say this was love, not hate,
But I don’t hate you at all,
Just tell me what has changed,
From when we both had it all.
I only push you away, hoping that you come back someday, soon.
But I tell you I won’t wait,
So don’t keep thinking that I’m here, for you.

So when you’re holding her,
But it doesn’t feel the same,
When your life starts to hurt,
You’re the one to blame.
When you’re chasing love,
But it’s run away.
Just remember you let go.

Now what’s the point in trying?
Just wasting time and lying.
I’ve set me free.
Now what’s the point in trying?
Just wasting time and lying.
Just don’t come running back, running back to me,
Don’t come running back, running back to me

So when you’re holding her,
But it doesn’t feel the same,
When your life starts to hurt,
You’re the one to blame.
When you’re chasing love,
But it’s run away.
Just remember you let go,
Just remember you let go,
Just remember you let go,
Not me.

"I’m not used to being loved. I wouldn’t know what to do."
— F. Scott Fitzgerald, More Than Just A House (via nhude)
"People get mad when you treat them how they treat you."
— (via isolieren)
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