Hiya

Look at you, you’ve got the perfect view
And he’s right there in your arms
And he says he loves you, he says he needs you
And you will not be harmed
Miles away, my world is far more grey
‘Cause without him I am lost
Should’ve known that day that he wouldn’t stay
And he’d coat my heart in frost

His temporary girl
Just a friend, just a loose end
‘Til he met you
And his world turned around, upside down

Cold hard skin feels unbreakable
You’ll get in, but it won’t before
He will hurt you, you’ll feel my pain
He’ll hold your hand and drag you into his little plan
Just another girl in his selfish game
Boys like him will never change

I wasn’t it, and I didn’t fit into his perfect little world
And this I’ll bet that he’ll try to forget of our January love
I can’t wait to see your face when you’ve been put in my shoes
Take your high heels off, come back down to earth
‘Cause it’s your time to lose

You’re his temporary girl
Just a friend, just a loose end
‘Til he meets you
And his world turns around, upside down

Cold hard skin feels unbreakable
You’ll get in, but it won’t before
He will hurt you, you’ll feel my pain
He’ll hold your hand and drag you into his little plan
Just another girl in his selfish game
Boys like him will never change

He’s a cheat; he’s a liar, set your heart on fire
He’ll burn you in his flames
He’s a cheat; he’s a liar, everything you desire
He will never change
He’s a cheat; he’s a liar, set your heart on fire
He’ll burn you in his flames
He’s a cheat; he’s a liar, everything you desire
He will never change

Cold hard skin feels unbreakable
You’ll get in, but it won’t before
He will hurt you, you’ll feel my pain
He’ll hold your hand and drag you into his little plan
Just another girl in his selfish game
Boys like him will never change

you know when you feel like shit and all you can do is feel it, yeah that

:’(

hollow or numb or empty

I read books, 
he writes stories 
He’s so calm 
When I’m angry 
And I’m not sure what he sees in me 
Won’t tell him what I’m thinking 

I wonder what he’s thinking 
When he lies in bed cause when I wake up he’s in my head 
And i’m thinking in a few years time will I still be yours will you still be mine. 
We can’t build our walls 
Unless you knock down yours 
So let me in

l1berum:

3-sum:

her

Him.
let’s talk about the physical affects of chronic anxiety because they’re hardly ever acknowledged

little-smoochie-owl:

baby-snakes:

tombtea:

  • upset stomach and vomiting
  • ulcers
  • muscle aches
  • chronic fatigue
  • hormonal problems
  • irregular menstrual cycles
  • insomnia
  • infections
  • lowered immune system
  • migraines
  • shortness of breath
  • dizziness
  • heart palpitations
  • teeth-grinding
  • rashes

it is a lot more than just “feeling anxious “

thank you.

oh

"I think one thing you can do to help your friends who are depressed is to reach out to them not in the spirit of helping, but in the spirit of liking them and wanting their company. “I’m here to help if you ever need me” is good to know, but hard to act on, especially when you’re in a dark place. Specific, ongoing, pleasure-based invitations are much easier to absorb. “I’m here. Let’s go to the movies. Or stay in and order takeout and watch some dumb TV.” “I’m having a party, it would be really great if you could come for a little while.” Ask them for help with things you know they are good at and like doing, so there is reciprocity and a way for them to contribute. “Will you come over Sunday and help me clear my closet of unfashionable and unflattering items? I trust your eye.” “Will you read this story I wrote and help me fix the dialogue?” “Want to make dinner together? You chop, I’ll assemble.” “I am going glasses shopping and I need another set of eyes.” Remind yourself why you like this person, and in the process, remind them that they are likable and worth your time and interest.

Talk to the parts of the person that aren’t being eaten by the depression. Make it as easy as possible to make and keep plans, if you have the emotional resources to be the initiator and to meet your friends a little more than halfway. If the person turns down a bunch of invitations in a row because (presumably) they don’t have the energy to be social, respect their autonomy by giving it a month or two and then try again. Keep the invitations simple; “Any chance we could have breakfast Saturday?” > “ARE YOU AVOIDING ME BECAUSE YOU’RE DEPRESSED OR BECAUSE YOU HATE ME I AM ONLY TRYING TO HELP YOU.” “I miss you and I want to see you” > “I’m worried about you.” A depressed person is going to have a shame spiral about how their shame is making them avoid you and how that’s giving them more shame, which is making them avoid you no matter what you do. No need for you to call attention to it. Just keep asking. “I want to see you” “Let’s do this thing.” “If you are feeling low, I understand, and I don’t want to impose on you, but I miss your face. Please come have coffee with me.” “Apology accepted. ApologIES accepted. So. Gelato and Outlander?”"

#613: How do I reach out to my friends who have depression? | Captain Awkward

P.S. A lot of people with depression and other mental illnesses have trouble making decisions or choosing from a bunch of different options. “Wanna get dinner at that pizza place on Tuesday night?” is a LOT easier to answer than “So wanna hang out sometime? What do you want to do?”

(via startrekrenegades)

From this I have learned that “best intentions” do not always form the wisest actions.

(via ofcourseimawkward)

the end of this though

l1berum:

Just before goodbye
You had the chance to change your mind
Just before you lied saying
You gave this your best try
It’s not enough to try
You have to give your blood and tears and time
Take the world of hurt inside
You had one last chance to change your mind
Just before goodbye

"The realest people don’t have a lot of friends."
— Tupac (via yung-tamashi)
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